Tuesday, October 16, 2012

I was reading your post, and this song came on...  I think it's a message.  (as usual with me)
 
This time we have had has also made me stronger.  You always seem to have a knack for strengthening me when I am at my worst.
I think we are not different people, I think somehow we grew a little more.  I cherish the times we spent together. I could feel how you felt comfortable and you how you are so open with me.
The greatest gift anyone could receive was what you have given me..  you. 
You gave me your trust, and much more.  Just trust was more than anything anyone has ever shared with me.
I am never going to be apart from  you, I will always find a way.  One way or another, you are mine unless you decide otherwise. 
I think we have something rare, something many people could never imagine, a connection that goes beyond anything known. 
Sometimes my heart breaks for you, I wish I was there with you to hold you when you need it. 
Spankings are fun, but sometimes people just need to be held, loved and accepted for who they are.
 
I will be here for you as I always am and I don't ever shut down on me. 
You don't know how much I care for you.  I never had children, but I feel like you are mine to play with, to protect, to care for, even when I am limited. 
 
I have seen changes in you.  You have become a stronger brighter person.  You are more assertive and your self esteem has improved.  You have met my friends and they love you.  But what is not to love about you?
 
I know you are strong and you will make it through this, this is a huge change in your life.  It's not easy, nothing in life worth attaining is going to be easy.  But you have been through so much, this is the easy part!  Look back at all you have done, and all the difficulties you have been through and made it through.  Because you are strong and you can take on much more than you give yourself credit for. 
 
I will help you find what you are looking for, I will do whatever it takes to get you through.  You are doing great!  you have a clear head now and you are organizing your priorities. 
 
I have faith in you.  This should have never happened to you, nobody deserves to be treated the way you were.  But now you will have your freedom.  And yes we get lost at the beginning when we find freedom, I did for a while.  But I know you will be alright.  I firmly believe your other half is waiting out there somewhere for you.  I know with time your wounds will heal, and you will find someone who makes you happy.  I will be here all along, walking with you like your shadow. 
 
You have always been there for me at my worst, and I can't thank you enough.  Now, you are mine and you are stuck with me.
 
We may not be able to see each other like we do now, but I will still send you packages and instructions.  Tasks for you, and we can also visit over web cam, because there are some things we can still do even later.  Besides I am only a phone call away, always.  Think of it as your electronic leash. ;)